- Words William J Connolly
- Photography Benjamin Askinas
- Fashion Sam Woolf
- Makeup Dominique Della Maggiore
- Hair CĂŠsar DeLeĂśn RamĂŽrez
- Production Studio Notion
- Fashion Assistant Talia Garner
- BTS Andrew Perez
- Location Cherry Soda Studios
With her new album, Better Mistakes, BEBE REXHAâs bringing it bigger and badder than ever before. Speaking to Notion, she lets us in on the process of creating club-ready dance hits and evolving her sound, as well as her stance on industry sizeism.
âI would show you me but I look scary, like really scary,â proclaims a familiar voice from behind the dark box of Zoom. A lie we know was told â and proved to be right. We smile back as her face appears. One word: stunning. The response: âHow do I put a sticker over my face?â A mood for the past year. We begin recording.
In case you didnât get the memo, Bebe Rexha is here to save 2021. The release of her new studio album, titled Better Mistakes, is a blend of punchy pop perfection mixed with the kick-ass rock and dance vibe that sheâs become somewhat famous for. Yâknow, the hit the back Iâm about to start sl*t dropping at around 1am because your friends are ready to go hard on the dance floor vibe.
Thanks to the initial release of slow-jam âSabotageâ, bop-o-clock âSacrifceâ, and her smash-hit collab with Doja Cat: âBaby, Iâm Jealousâ, think of the Better Mistakes album as the older (and nastier!) sibling to the Gaga x Grande release of âRain On Meâ that we got in 2020. Itâs actually one of the only things we got out of 2020 mind, but here we are. But Better Mistakes began its life way before 2020 even showed its face.
âI started this album years ago and went through a lot of different renewals. The first one was good, but was going towards this pop world that I didnât want,â Bebe tells, a nod to the discarded work that didnât make the grade. âI was working with the wrong people. And then I had an album that I stripped most of the songs off and started from scratch. I know my label was like âWhat the fuck!â That wasnât what I wanted. Then I had this pure and clear direction of what this album is about. I had a base camp of people who were the originals. Weâd bring people on, like Iâd feel I needed a ballad and would bring others to sessions to bring missing songs in.â

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- Necklace Paco Rabanne

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- Bodysuit Annakiki
- Earrings Dena Kemp
And such a collaborative journey understandably brings the nerves: âI donât want to be negative but I want to put my album out and just disappear. Not like to die or anything, but go to an unknown island and not have any technology so I canât look at tweets or anything.â The mountain ahead seems steep. âObviously you want your songs to do well and for people to like your shit. Like nobody ever goes with the intention of trying to write a bad song.”
Said in jest, but she has a point. This new outing follows a career of vast and varied work that landed Bebe one of the most viewed figures in music. She not only disrupts the market, she grabs Grammy nominations, and also sets the direction and inspiration for others. With almost 25 million listeners clicking play each month, average ainât an option here. P.S… Remember that mention of âRain On Meâ further up the page?
âDamn, I also really wanted a dance song like âRain On Meâ. I really love that record, but my best friend Wilford said that I have never done a gay anthem for him that he wanted to dance to. He hates most of my songs. He just wants happiness. Diana Ross or old Mariah all day. So I agreed to do something like that for him.â We brace for impact thanks to the hate crime committed by Wilfordâs words.
âThe funny thing is that Iâd written a song with U.C and Justin Tranter, with Justin and I doing lyrics. I started bringing in this kid Pablo (Bowman), heâs actually from the UK. I was in the country and wanted to go to the studio late at like 8pm. It was somewhere in Shoreditch in this little smallest cute place in a warehouse that was creepy,â laughs Bebe, before crediting her British teammate with time on new album tracks âDeath Rowâ, âEmptyâ and âBaby, Iâm Jealousâ.
âSo I go in to meet Pablo, we write, he starts playing something thatâs super pop and I was like… No. I wanted guitars and elements that donât feel obvious. Later on he texts me about a hook idea he did with Burns, who is a co producer for âRain On Meâ. Pablo sends me the hook of âSacrificeâ â keeping in mind the album is complete at this point â and itâs incredible! Who produced this? Burns. I had to do this song.â #Gagged.

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With the stars aligning and Wilford getting his desired gay anthem, the once revealed âdreamâ collab with Kanye West has taken its place on the back burner â and it seems weâre OK with that, for now: âI donât know if that will ever happen… Iâll be OK if that doesnât happen. I donât know. I am kind of indifferent about it now.â
Totally in our stride and feeling more like we are here to kiki with a girlfriend than interview with a music superstar, Bebe drags us back to her overwhelming and not-so-secret desire to spread joy and go out and dance, as she goes looking for an extract from a track that never was. It turns out “Me, Myself & I” with G-Eazy started its life in a totally different way to the one we all know, later cut by her US label as she embraced the arms of the UK music scene.
âSo it was actually originally called âI Donât Need Anythingâ, it was inspired by UK music at the time. Iâd sent it to the label in the US and they said they couldnât put it out. Iâd do more dramatic dance songs and I love Siaâs songs âChandelierâ and âTitaniumâ. Thatâs the dance level I want.â We hold free as she furiously goes searching for that original demo â âIâm trying to find the fucking song for you, give me two seconds!â â before letting us hear what could have been.
As for the more personal touches this time around, this new incarnation does feature an insight into her personal life, including rather sound advice in title track âBetter Mistakesâ: âI should die my hair/fuck my ex/lose my phone/better mistakesâ, she proclaims. âLiterally, literally, literally. That is literally me,â she shouts in agreement with her pointed lyrics on how to deal with that ex who just wonât take a seat. âA writer said it should be âcall my exâ. Sis, call my ex? No. Fuck my ex! We have to go for it.â We admit at 2/3 from the list. Bebe stares.

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- Rings Djula and Anita Ko

While itâs easy to get lost in the new music vibes and to catch a ride on the wave of fun that is Bebe Rexha, sheâs also simultaneously tidying up an industry that often aims to divide, not unify. She called out the bullshit from designers who didnât want to dress her at the Grammys in 2019 because of her size. As she put it so perfectly on the night: âYo, you wish you couldâve dressed my fat ass!â
âPeople are revolting. Theyâre like âFuck the system!â and I live for it. Itâs nice and refreshing and brands and businesses are seeing whatâs happening,â Bebe begins as she goes in with noticeable passion, soon referencing some of the changes sheâs witnessed in rejecting body shaming and sizeism. âEven the trend of âIâm so fucking sick and tired of the photoshopâ, and then it slows down and people are showing their stretch marks and under-eyes and pimples. I am living for that and see that becoming a thing with people becoming much more apologetic and comfortable in their skin. I want that to be cool!”
Sadly it doesnât erase the hurt already caused to her mental health, as we see in a moment of refection on previous red carpet looks where the demons and pressures of the industry took over. For a moment, we pause.
âI can look at myself on red carpets and it makes me feel really sad,â Bebe states before taking a beat. âLooking at it, I feel the way I felt when I was there. I was at the American Music Awards and I was super anxious and having a panic attack because I felt fat. I looked back at the photos and I looked so ft. I was much skinnier than now and itâs fucked up. Thatâs why I only fuck with the people that want to fuck with me now.â
But is the industry even listening? Kinda.
âObviously the higher brands are sticking to their same old shit, which is annoying,â Bebe dismisses. âSome designers, naming no names, their dresses might look cool but theyâre dicks. When you put their clothes on, it looks like shit. But the Dolce & Gabbana stuff they send to me is fire. Iâve also been getting a lot more love and pieces sent that havenât been worn before, which is always cool. Obviously there does have to be a few alterations to fit my butt!â Bebe laughs, circling back in on why others feel the need to comment so heavily on her body size.

- Jacket Hogan McLaughlin
- Earrings Messika
- Sunglasses Marine Serre x Gentle Monster

âIâm in the public eye. More people are going to look at me so I canât complain about that. They want to look at something thatâs pretty. But it comes to a certain point about if youâre happy with where youâre at. If youâre not, change it. Do what you need to do. If youâre considered a little too thick or heavy, who gives a fuck?
But it makes you feel like youâre not good enough because others donât want to dress me as I donât ft in their sizes. It does this fucked up thing to your head â that was the most heartbreaking. It says they donât fuck with people who are heavier or past these inches or past this weight. HUH? What if youâve got a rich boss ass bitch or guy who is thick as fuck and can buy the whole store out? You donât want to dress them? Youâve got to be rich AND skinny? Naaa.â
And the church says amen.
Keeping the faith, Bebe wants the world to keep spinning forward. And while fame is a vibe all of its own, her achievements are undeniable. But what would the girl from album one think of the Grammy winnerâs success now?
âOh wow. If you told me, I wouldnât believe you.â Humble in thought, she pauses. âI went on tour with Nick Jonas and his music director, his name was Cedric. Fast forward eight years, I went into rehearsals and I looked at my pianist who I knew but didnât know where from. We sat down the other day and he asked if I could tell when I first met him. I didnât know and so he told me it was from that Nick Jonas tour from the start of my career. He said to me: âYou havenât changed one bit. I wanted to see how this girl was and you walked in and it was the same person as I met beforeâ.â
As for our question of the girl with the dreams of making it big… âMaybe sheâd think itâs cool whatâs happened to me.â Cool is certainly one word for it all.